Ages.

Assalamualaikum, 

I looked at my blog and saw I haven't updated in almost three years! How time flies. Life has been passing at a slow but steady clip without much blog-worthy news. Tapi ada je update blog ni last year, tapi dah delete post tu. Biasalah. Hahaha. 

Eh, kelakar la bile baca balik post lepas lepas. Omg tak matangnye gaya penulisan. Hahaha. Um, banyak benda jadi, tapi tak tau nak start tulis balik macam mana. 

Nanti nanti lah ye. Insha Allah. 

*Entah ada follower(s) lagi ke tak. Hahahaha.

Eye Surgery.

Salam, hari rabu lepas buat stye surgery. surgery yang tak disangka2 slps 2 minggu stye ni wujud. kira ni surgery kedua dalam hidup la lepas accident mase kecik dulu. kalau terasa nak tengok prosedur camne cari la kat youtube. diri sendiri ni pon tak tertengok. seriau oiiii. ahh tak nak ingat dah perasaan+kesakitan hari tu. sobs. sekarang belum fully recovered tapi dah boleh pergi office, alhamdulillah. tggu check up rabu nanti. luka dah kurang bengkak, cuma bisa2 tu ade lagi, sesiapa berani saje2 nak langgar2 area mata ni mmg sure akan di-flying kick. haha. ok, bye. 

merasa la jugak 2 hari jadi jack sparrow.

p.s : sayangi mata anda. 

x

Breakdown.

I think I am doing okay because everyone tells me 

that they think I am doing okay.  

Hmpph. 

I am so close to a total mental breakdown right now. 

If I want to make a change, it should be to a new job. 

dah mengadu membebel panjang2 pastu dapat ayat ni. coolio!

 "sila kuat macam jongkook. chill macam haha. sengal macam kwangsoo.

 cool macam gary. mong macam jihyo. wise macam jaesuk. race start macam sukjin!" - bff

x

Birthday Mazidot.

Ye, tau birthday awak esok. sama dengan hari pekerja. haha

awak, kite nak cakap simple je sebab kad kat atas tu dah jelas ketidakmatangan kite. 

plus kite tak tau nape kite nak inter frame gak kat dalam kad bday awak tu. haha. 

dear mazida da da dot dot,

happy birthday!

may Allah bless you. 

smg berjaya dunia akhirat.

*tush tush bunga api*

wish lain2 same macam tahun lepas dan lepas. 

SAENGIL CHUKAHAE CHINGU YAA :)

p.s : haha cool tak cara kite tahun ni? keke. 

*this year tapayah tunggu midnight, 

sebelum masuk Asar lagi kite dah wish awak. muaha.

x

Felicidades!

Salam, saya dah grad! excited kann? Memandangkan ada beberapa org yang dah update pasal graduation day, diri ni pon nak menyebok jugak cakap pasal dah grad. Excited kottt. Hehe. 

Utk ayah ibu family kaum kerabat terima kasih banyak2. Allah je dapat membalas semua jasa yang dicurahkan. Lecturer semua terima kasih untuk ilmu dan nasihat. Bffs yang disayangi, thanks sbb selalu ada. Utk semua kawan2 saya, classmate, kawan yang kenal masa program, seminar, spmm, futsal, lwtn korea, etc  etc, saya doakan semoga berjaya dunia akhirat. Yang belum habis study selamat study, yg dah grad slmt bekerja, berkahwin-beranak-bercucu. Mintak maaf salah silap masa kite berkawan. I’m gonna miss you all.  

Bye2.

p/s: 4 tahun tu bukan sekejap :'(

x

JPM.

salam, baru 3 minggu kerja. baruuu. siapalah saya nak dibandingkan dengan yang senior2 tu. setakat ni environment okay, officemates pon okay. bos pon okay. nak solat, makan pon senang. sekarang team tengah tak cukup orang so semua kerja nak kena settle sama2. documentation beribu lemon nak kena buat. pastu mase testing tu kalo terjumpa bugs yg ntah pape tu mesti testers lain bengang je. "adoi budak ni jumpa lagi bugs". MIAN. tu belum masuk developer side lagi, soon katanya. seghabut mak!(bak kate MUNA). elehh busy ke? siap update belog bagai. release tension jap takpe, bos tak marah. haha. doakan saya tabah ;)

ok bye

rindu kawan2, 

tak sabar nak convo bulan depan.

indeed.

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.” 

Bob Marley

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campur2.

Alhamdulillah, baru lepas VIVA. akhirnya kt berpisah jugak, wahai Mr thesis. hehe. tak lama lagi final exam, pastu internship, lepas tu grad. cepatnye mase berlalu. huu

#sgt rindu kat kucing2 kesayangan. :(

x

mydearbf

here

When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand.  The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares ~Henri Nouwen (: (imy)

its not about me. LOL ;p

the story begins

its time to wake up

 staring, trying hard to gain senses.

ouh! so totally awake! haha

having brunch, alone.

have done my housework so its time to enjoy myself

okay, now I'm bored to death.

its time to sleep, night people!

the end

hanya utk suka suka ;p

[I heart U lah. haha]

credit to : tumbIr and the owner of the original post

gembira.

Things that make you smile: 

Love. Knowing you're missed. Doing the right thing and being appreciated for it. Making a joke that everyone laughs at. Eating amazing food. Taking a really long bath. Watching a movie that makes your jaw drop to the floor. Reading a book that makes you speechless. No lines at an amusement park, a store, or anywhere, really. Having an amazing dream. Missing out on flu season. Finding money on the ground, or in the couches or the laundry. When a season premier or finale is just awesome. When your friends ask you what's wrong when you look down. Being able to surf the web all day without your parents nagging you. The sky, no matter rain or shine, it's always beautiful. Getting compliments. Pets. Buying new gadgets or clothes. When technology advances. When you have a really good day. When it's midnight and you're riding in a car, the cool night breeze in your face. Getting presents. Giving presents. Having good outfits. Friends, friends, friends! 

yeah.

i just want to smile again...

not that fake " hey whats up" smile

i want to smile again.. and mean it..

(:

goodbye.

let's end this on a better note, and pretend i hadn't lost all hope. then maybe you will understand what i meant when i told you i'm too wounded at this point; i'm just too difficult. so, goodbye. goodbye. 

euphonious.

enjoy listening to instrumentals

 piano etc

oh they are so euphonious!

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday cik puan Normazida Jusoh [asal: terengganu. ttbe] hehe. kt tau belum midnight lagi, tp kalo dah maghrib means dah masuk hari baru kann? kannn? birthday awk la hari ni. cam tak caya je. muka muda je tgk,tak TUA langsung [okay nampak beno nipunye. bodek. haha] eh eh, awak dah doploh dua laa. 22 okay. terhighlight plak. takpe, umur tak penting,  yg penting peribadi kt, adakah selari atau tidak dgn umur kt tu. [kan dah terbagi class kaunseling] kt tak tau nak tulis ape, awk okay ke kt tulis satu dunia baca ni?  ke awak nak kt PM awk? ley la berkasih sayang lbey sket, ye idok? hehe. 

  There are few things yg kt nak sgt ckp kat awak; slaen family, awk org yg kt plg syygggg skali  [terharu? ngs cpt!] thanks sbb slalu ada ngan kt. well, tyme kt ngade2, pk mslh yg ntah pape, okay je even kt moody baling2 barang, slalu pesan kt mcm2 [mcm mak nenek], slalu tau ble kt tak okay,  slalu ckp "tqa~ ngade!!" [ngade takpe, jgn gedik] kt slalu tau awak syg kt. hehe. pasannyewwww [anwarhadi] kt tetap BFFFFFFFF smpi tua, smpi ble2. awak shbt dunia akhirat insyaALLAH. ^^ mintak maaf salah silap kt. kt tau kt slalu sakitkan ati awak, marah awak, jeling awak, tumbuk je belum [bg la chance skali je, ley? hehe] okay, nnt kalo kt nak ckp ape2 lagi, kt ckp direct je kat awak. bio smpai awak tutup2 telinga takmo dgr. haha nahhh, skrg ni..

  And there are few wishes yg nak sgt kt ckp kat awak; smg dgn peningkatan umur ni, awak slalu slalu baik2 aje dlm jagaan ALLAH [may ALLAH always be with u dear!] smg amalan, iman dikuatkan, kebaikan sntiasa mengiringi awak dunia akhirat. smg awak berjaya dunia akhirat [kt pon happy gak tgk awak berjaya. siyes. tp, kalo ter-jeles sket ley ke? huhu] study rajin2, jgn tension2 wat thesis! kt doakan awak and kita sama2 DL yg diberkati sem ni. [cehhh, exam tak abes ag. takpe, aim high. hukk]  

  Haaaa, part yg dinanti2, and mesti awak mmg nak sgt dgr ayat2 ni.. awak tu, dah tua dah, cepat2 le kahwin! [awok ni dah tak sabo nak nengok kome kahwin. ttbe. haha] smg cepat jumpa jodoh, dpt jodoh yg baik,soleh; dipertemukan dgn cara yg baik [tak ensem takpe, janji ati ensem. oke2?] okayy awak. dah panjang sgt dah ni. nnt tggu edisi tgh malam lak okay. hehe. kt plan nak balas kad birthday yg awak bg kat kt last year. ala. yg romantik-scence tenung2 tu, tp takde sumber. cne? ce cte ce cte. ;p

sanah helwah! 

01052011

enjoy your day.

eh lupe, happy LABOUR DAY! haha. (:

saya.thesis.dan exam.

FINAL exam will start so soon!

sabar.

Ingatlah sabda Rasulullah; "Sesiapa yg menahan marah sedangkan dia mampu melepaskan marahnya, Allah akan memanggilnya pada hari kiamat di depan sekalian makhluk sehingga Allah memberinya pilihan untuk dia memilih mana2 bidadari" Hadith riwayat Ahmad, Abu Daud & At-Tirmizi DAN "Apabila seseorang kamu marah hendaklah dia diam" Nabi saw mengucapkannya sebanyak 3 kali. Hadith Riwayat Ahmad, Tarmizi & Abu Daud

tgk gambar baby tak jadi nak marah dah. cooomel okay! ^^ 

err..okay yang last tu bukan baby. tau2. huhu. ;p

final.

jom fokus untuk final! 

23 hari je lagi. 

nak deactivate fb!

tapi tak boleh. huuk

tetapi ingat bahawa kamu akan..

Jibril pernah mengingatkan Nabi Muhammad s.a.w dgn wasiatnya yang bermaksud: 

Hiduplah kamu sebagaimana yang kamu kehendaki, 

tetapi ingat bahawa kamu akan mati. 

Dan cintailah sesiapa yang engkau kehendaki,

 tetapi ingat bahawa kamu akan berpisah dengannya. 

Dan buatlah apa sahaja yang engkau kehendaki, 

tetapi awas kamu akan dibalas atas apa yang dilakukan itu. 

Dan ketahuilah bahawa kemuliaan orang beriman itu 

terletak pada qiamullailnya

 dan kehebatannya 

bila dia tidak bergantung pada orang lain. 

Hadis Riwayat Al-Hakim dan Abu Naim

awk, sabar!

Assalamualaikum. Eiyt, just remember one thing, life is too short okay. I repeat, SANGAT PENDEK. So kenapa  mesti buang masa dan tenaga melayan perasaan-perasaan yang sangat tak best?  em, berikut adalah nasihat kawan saya;

 just be patient dear. igt rasulAllah lg bsr dugaannya bndg kt. tp baginda ley bersabar. insyaAllah. sabar je. ada saham awk kat akhirat nnt. Allah nak uji awk skarang.. insyaAllah. serahkan sume pada Allah. tu sume hasutan syaitan. lawan! jgn menyerah. dont give up! insyaAllah. just throw a smile when they, he or she did something bad to u. sabar tu susah. tapi manis dan ganjarannya besar. insyaAllah. fight syaitan back! dont let them win.

thanks. sy syg semua orang. hee

Make Yourself Shine in a Gloominess

judging.

pengajaran hari ini;

don't judge people too quickly

because he or she may be 

much BETTER than you 

at everything.